The same feeling again.. - sadness...

Today.. Woke up at 6:30am had to go for both malay papers and poa paper one.. I couldnt wake up just now.. Cause i was really sleepy.. Didnt even have the energy to open my eyes.. Lol

i am so sleepy too while i am writting this blog but still wanna blog.. Guess wat? Last night i slept at 4:30am.. Thats why didnt have enough sleep..

Lmao know why i didnt have enough sleep? Cause i was too hard working studied poa paper one which i had not done before.. I think it was a really amazing job for me.. Know why? Cause.. First.. First time studying poa paper one so long.. Around 3 hours lol.. Secondly its because i had never studied poa one before lmao this was the first time and also the last time.

Today malay.. Went to school.. And today my mom fetch me =D so yea i was guessing wheather i could see him or not.. Cause always see him when my mom fetch me.. Then today.. Wa! Fate! Lmao~ i saw his car behind me lol.. Haha.. I think he knows le la.

When i reached canteen.. Study lol.. Studied and talked = didnt go into ma mind and had to go into the hall..

Lmao i did surrender my phone just now but then after the malay paper ended.. I claimed the wrong phone lol! I accidentally took my fren's phone and he accidentally took mine too.,

at first i didnt know tat.. But when i look properly.. I was like 'wtf! This aint my phone! 'lol.. Quickly went to look for my phone.. Many people use n70 though so i got a hard time to look for it...

Around 5mins later.. I went to ask around whose phone was tat cause i didnt know whose phone was tat lol.. Then suddenly.. My fren came to me ' eh, you took my phone ' i was like 'dang you are taking my phone! ' lol! Funny eh.. We got the wrong phone =.=

after tat.. While i was studying poa, i discussed the malay paper with fren.. Dang it! My malay i did out of topic =( totally wrong shit! Then plus my paper two didnt have enough time to finish.. 10marks gone..

Omg i was so pissed of and sad.. I totally stunned.. Didnt know wat to do.. How come nov's paper is harder than june! Dang tat!Actually no rasa cause stunned and blurred.. Lol..

When i reached home.. I thought of tat.. I wont get credit for malay but ll definately get an F then my fren added no.. Its U i was like wtf la -_- i really ku xiao bu de le la! T.T

when i thought of more and more i cried.. My dad looked so disappointed and my mom just comforted me.. My dad made me cry.. Cause he didnt say anything but haiz.. I felt like a loser and useless T.T this kind of feeling coming back! Which i had experienced during june.. Would be worst this time..

I cried cause of 2 reasons.. First because i felt useless and wrote out of topic.. Second because my dad should have comforted me instead of doing tat face.. I felt hurt.. I do agree of what someone had said. ' a little encouragement ll make a big change ' thats hella right...

Kinda wanna cry already when i am writhing this blog.. Too sad.. Not enough sleep.. Exhausted.. So i think i ll get a sleep now eventho its only 9pm.. Bye people..

P.S poa was easy! I think haha..

O level~! OMIIGODD! O:

YELLLOHHHH Ling and readers!
Finally blogged, lol. Well, the reason that i blogged it's because I'm not that used to when i link this blog, i can't see new post by ling, lol. lame, i know. anyways~ both of us are having our O's. I had my chemistry and biology practical papers, which i think i screwed it all up *SIGH*. As for Ling, she had her economic paper 2, and she said it is VERY VERY VERY easy, good for her HAHA. On Monday, we will be having BM PAPER 1 and 2, which it is the most important paper among the others, 'cause it decide whether we are going to form 6 or not, NOOOOOOOOOOO. My BM sucks that's why im so afraid bout it =="

So that means both of us won't be active for a few while, busy being nerd :P

P.S. GOOD LUCK TO PEOPLE WHO IS TAKING O'S & PMB!
CIAO~ ;D

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Random day =D

Rofl o.0 not sure what to say today haha.. So i ll just consider today as a random day? Haha~

so i woke up at 7:30am haha just to went to public library and study again.. Have to reach there by 8am lol just so that i could study earlier?

Actually wasnt planning to go but then i think it would be a better way for me to study eventhough it didnt really work that well but hey?atleast something went in to my mind =D this morning instead of sleeping at house?

So yea.. Reached library at 8am and found a place to study alone o.0 i think around 9am jean came to library and study with me la haha~

so we just studied loh~ i figured out group study didnt reply work.. Well.. In some ways.. Cause we actually talked eventhough there were only 2 people lol.. But then i think this is better than sleeping at home haha~


oh and know wat?we found out that in the library there actually had this kids library lmao.. Jean showed me that place i was like wtf?so cute lmfao haha! And might go to study at the kids' place tomorrow lmao just for the hell of it =D

and so.. We half talked and half studied =D till 10:30am.. And had to go o.0 cause i had tuition at poh haha so yea i left... And jean went to rtb and looked for her mum.

Lmao.. In poh's tuition nothing much happened just random things la haha~ saw random person and just talked to them =D but they were friendly though haha~ if got fate might see them in md next year =D

after tuition.. Nothing special went home studied lo~ studied for a while.. Then online and chatted lmao and i think i was looking at the fan spinning and i felt asleep =.=

shit.. Eventhough i have been holding this economic book with me for a week but i still feel like i havent started anything at all..

GOSH! I am starting to get nervous now? Still got 2 more days.. I am wondering whether i got enough time or not -_- plus! I am going to my cousin's wedding again tomorrow.. So i think i ll waste a whole day again -_-

but that wedding is at night so thats mean i still got noon and morning to study =D and i might go to library study again haha.. But i think in kids's library lmao cause that place is cute haha!

Well.. Thats what i so called random craps la.. Nothing much to say o.0 haha so ima stop here again.. My fingers is just so freakin pain now -_-

A touching story

GOSH MAN.. I just read this story.. wah.. this story is really touch >.< i think some of you guys have read it before but just still wanna post it haha.. i dont know why.. i just feel like posting sad things -_- haha soo yea.. hope u guys enjoy too and ended with tissues around you XDD lmfao~~

So.. this is how the story begins..

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
say hello to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom
only
has one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make
me a
laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
mother came to visit me.
She
hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my
children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'

And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may
have
gotten the wrong address,'
and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.


My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother.

SAD HUH?T.T I KNOW RIGHT!!! AND THIS STORY TEACHES US THAT:-

Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day
will be their last, or your own.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones
because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive
will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but
will never find closure. And closure usually brings
peace...


~ THE END ~

THE SECRET BEHIND THE NUMBER 11

LMFAO.. i just err found out this article is kinda funny lah haha~~ sooo.. ima just post in here 0.o hope u guys ENJOY haha~~ its something kinda like THE SECRET BEHIND THE NUMBER 11 LOL..

1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters . (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993)
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.


This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.


9 + 1 + 1 = 11

Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254.


2 + 5 + 4 = 11.

2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.


Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11..

3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.

Now this is where things get totally eerie:

The most recognized symbol for the US , after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book:


'For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.'

That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran. Unconvinced about all of this Still ?!

Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:

Open Microsoft Word and do the following:


1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers ..
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1


What do you think now?!!

This is the result

Q33NY ( actually theres supposed to be a picture one but it doesnt allow me to put LOL.. soo there ll just be words haha )

HOWS U GUYS THINK OF THIS?LOL.. HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT XDD CAUSE ITS SOMETHING INTERESTING HAHA~~

Economic =D

Since i really need help on my economic so i decided to go public library study with my friend and my friend ll bring his fren who he so called him pro =.= and yea lol

lmao i was late for 30mins lol.. And err just figured out friend's friend not bad la haha i think i ll support him haha..

Wa.. When he explained the economic to me.. Talked so pro man! Economic so good bet he got A1 for his economic haha.

Err well.. First time i went to public library man haha.. I saw those s1 students also lol. Then the librarians were like so bu suang me cause i didnt put my bag into the locker but hey!that was the first time i went to library how would i know what to do =.=

lol my friend got so many notes for me to study man =.= at first i was studying de lol but then i think we ended with chat lol but still ok la.. At least pro got explained the inflation to me so i kinda get it already.Really pro eh!haha

i think around 12:30pm yea we finished study and like this lo we all went home haha.. My mum came pretty late eh lol..

Then reached home le.. Study a while then eat and watch tv haha.. After that studied for a while again =.= then somehow felt asleep lol!

When i woke up.. It was 6pm already! I still so blur tot it was am rofl =.=

so so so.. Woke up.. Blog!and gtg study now le!so till here readers!

JOKES which can brighten ur day :D

Quite funny, for me, haha.

(Act 1)

Ah Beng calls the telephone operator:
Ah Beng: "Could you please tell me the time difference between
Singapore and New York ?"
Operator: "Just a minute..."
Ah Beng: "Thank you."
Ah Beng got his answer and cut off the line.
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(Act 2)

At a bar in New York , the man sat next to Ah Beng told the bartender, "JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE."
and his companion said, "JACK DANIELS,SINGLE."
The bartender turned to Ah Beng and asked, "AND YOU, SIR?"
Ah Beng replied: "Tan Ah Beng, MARRIED."

(Act 3)

After completing a jigsaw puzzle he'd been working on for quite sometime, Ah Beng proudly shows off the finished puzzle to a friend.
"It took me only 5 MONTHS to do it," Ah Beng said.
"FIVE MONTHS? Why did you take so long." the friend asked.
Ah Beng replied, "No, it is not long at all, look at the box, it says it is for 4 to 7 years".

(Act 4)

Ah Beng took part in the Singapore Manhunt Competition. During the Q&A segment, the host asks, "Name a drink that begins with the letter 'G'."
The crowd shouts, "Gin! Gin!". Others exclaim, "No, its Grape Juice!"
Another smart aleck yells, "Alamak, Gatorade!"
Host : "Quiet please."
Ah Beng laughs hysterically like a hyena before replying, "C'mon man, I don't need their help? I got more original answer. My answer is "Gu ni!" (milk in Hokkien)

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(Act 5)

Ah Beng had just bought a new computer and was using it when he encountered some problems. After a few attempts, he decided to use the 'Help' command. Soon after, he became very irritated and called the computer shop for support.
Ah Beng : "I pressed the 'F1' key for help... but it's been over half an hour & still nobody has come to help me...."
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(Act 6)

In the class.
Teacher: "Class, do you know the meaning of parents?"
Ah Beng: "Yes, teacher, it means father and mother"
Teacher: "Good. Can you give me an example?"
Ah Beng: "Sure. Cowboy's parents means cowboy's father and
mother. Also can say Cowboy's father is Cow Pay and
Cowboy's mother is Cow Boo.
So if they walk together, we can say they are 'Cow Pay
Cow Boo'".

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(Act 7)

Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor. The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered," I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring lor- but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear. So Kena lor!"
"Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But, what happened to the other ear?"
Ah Beng: "That stupid fellow called back again loh!"

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(Act 8)

Why did Ah Beng go to a movie with his 18 friends?
Because according to the advertisement, below 18 is not allowed to go in

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thanks ling <3>

Happy birthday jeany <3

Hmm.. Today is jean's birthday o.0 not sure what to write haha~ but..

Happy birthday dear jeany <3 your the best and hope you enjoy your birthday =D

Dee's openhouse :D

Dee's openhouse was on last saturday, it was fun of course XD
We ate a lot, played guitar hero, DDR, bonding and pictures! :D






Ben & I, I looked so white! lawl XD


Faiz & I


Danial, so cutee X3

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PICTURES! (S1) :D

GRADUATION DAY!
I've never posted any pictures before~ so yea, it's kind of like "finally"? lols :P
And so, finally we are graduated from high school~ gonna miss SAS :(

All Form 5's walking into the hall. spot me? XP


We performed by singing "THE GREAT ESCAPE"


Group Photo :D


Group Photo :D


Group Photo :D


Group Photo :D

P.S. S1 rox! and i love you PEEPS! and also ling <3>

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