ARGH~~~~

ARGH!!~~~~ GRRRRRR!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ RESULTS FOR HUNE O LEVEL OUT ALREADY!!!!!STUPID -_- T.T AND I GOT SHITY RESULTS T.T NOT CREDITS... dont wanna mention what subjects.. but then i think i m really a loser... cant even get a credit T.T i feel like... end of the world.. whene i heard my results.. i was stunned -_- blank.. didnt know what to do... wanted to cry but couldnt even shed tears T.T dam... such a useless person T.T this is just a starting.. what if the nov o level i also get the same results?!does that means that i can go to jump off from the high buildings le? -_-DAM!!!FOR NOW WORDS REALLY CANT DESCRIBE MY FEELING T.T MOODDYYYYY + HOPELESS + DOWN + IDIOT + USELESS + LAZY + BLANK!!!!!SHIT... 3rd time having this kind of feelings le T.T i really hate this feeling freakin much!!!!!this kind of feeling... u would never like it T.T it feels like end of the world T.T

remember 1st time.. was form 4... when i heard that i was going to cs.. had been moody for 5mths!!!!!!!!TOOK ME SO LONG TO RECOVER!!T.T I HATE THAT FEELINGS.... 2nd was few months ago.. got deserted by some so called BFF.. LIES!LIAR!!And now the 3rd time T.T shity and sucky results!!!!Such a useeless person huh?i know... i really feel like speechless... but then actually have lots of things to say.. really tired...

But well.. that was just june only.. cheer up!!!i still have my november!!!soooo MUST study freakin shity hard to get ATLEAST A GRADE 'c' for both of the subjects... i dont wanna be a loser... i dont have chance to lose anymore T.T this kind of feeling is like a knife stab into my heart T.T its more pain... wanted to cry but couldnt shed a tears.. still had to act like nothing in front of people.. but actually.. feel like exhausted le T.T

DAM!!!!i dont have chance anymore.. i have to study very haard and atleast just to archieve 5 "o" to continue my studies.. if not... likfe is meaningless le... MENINGLESS!!!!!MEANINLGESS = NO LIFE MEANS BETTER END OF UP LIFE T.T bloody shit.. dont even know wtf i m talking about.. but what i know is i cant play too much le... stop going on.. stop msn craps.. stop smsing.. stop being playful!!!and concentrate more on studies.. i dont wanna be a loser.. never ever want to!!!!!dam.. talked so much but then still.. cant express all my angers...

This is hella... annoying.. i m really a loser... i cant feel anything now.. stunned.. shocked... dizzy... i feel like fainthing soon -_- must must must aim for a better result for nov.. maybe june i just didnt prepare properly.. its ok.. i can do it better.. way better than this during november!!!!!just have to stop all the non sense.. focus more in class... dam.. so emo T.T hand is getting numb too... wth??whats wrong!!!dam.. these few days soo many things happen on me... she deserted me made me feel like got stabbed and this sucky results made me feel like a loser.. and exams didnt study really well.. made me feel like a lazy buttt... HAIZ~~ T.T cant take that much anymore le.. i think i need a place 0.o for me to calm down.. T.T exams still going on... cant.. then olympics almost over le!!didnt even watch!!!cause of the bloody exams -_- ... after this exams got holidays le.. last time.. during that holiday must study till i become nersy no matter what!!! must must must survive!!dont wanna be a loser!!!!!!